Thursday, December 3, 2009

it is coming...

i think about it for hours at times, and at times i never want to think about it again. i am so pumped for it, but i dread it at the same time. i want it so much, but i am scared by it. i think i know what it will be like, and think i know nothing about it. i've never wanted something so badly in my life, but i want to postpone it and sometimes want it never to happen.

it is full of mystery.
it is full of excitement.
it is full of joys.
it is full of sorrows.
it is too far away.
it is too close.
it will be easier.
it will be harder.
i want it.
i dread it.
it will enable me.
it will hinder me.
it is comforting.
it is nerve-racking.
it is almost here.

it is coming...

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