i wonder...

i'm sitting in a coffee shop that is huge, way bigger than the other shop with the same name. it surprised me, i walked in and ordered some coffee and food, and it took me nearly a minute to decide where to sit because there were so many choices. so now i am sitting here drinking some powerful coffee waiting for my sandwich. there are nearly 15 people here, but i feel like i am completely alone, the only person i notice is the guy to my left because he keeps moving in my peripheral vision. i wonder what kind of job he has, he looks like he is working, but i can't be sure.

my sandwich came. its good. i like the barista. he seems like a cool guy, whenever i say thank you, he says "no worries". he's definitely a chill guy, but i wonder if he really doesn't worry about stuff.

outside is a car from maryland. i wonder whose car it is. i also wonder what it is doing in portland.

the car has a bumper sticker on it that ways, "IT IS NO MEASURE OF GOOD HEALTH TO BE WELL ADJUSTED TO A SICK SOCIETY". i wonder if they know. if they know how true that statement is. i wonder what they mean by a sick society. i like the quote, because it's true. but i wonder if the person who drives that car means the deep sickness of our souls. i wonder if the person who drives that car knows Jesus. i wonder if they are being healed of their sickness by the Healer. i wonder how many people in here know Him. i wonder how many people in here know they are sick, and how many think they are better, but aren't. i wonder what the writer of that bumper sticker meant by it.

still, i like it, and still, i wonder and pray...